of nothingness

bored. cant concentrate. im told these are distractions created by myself.

fucking high. i need caffeine boost constantly...shit...wanna experiment with pills. dmamn..need people to bring in. the liquid form is weak. apparently...getting chest pains and headaches due to it.


i cant spell. sark mai kok. muahahah. bleh.

binge eating of late too. im not stressed yet. i tink its due to other issues. weird.

been bored enough to dl mirc and try chat too...apparantly...kinda stupid. but theres quite a bunch there too!. wow!

went pc fair. oprdered a creative zen 4gb. they said wait a week. fine..i went to ask...is it here yet? they tell me...owh..we no stock.. call you tomorrow. mcb..today its tomorrow's tomorrow. friday goin over to the shop to claim refund on me deposit. if i order online cheaper and i get the accessories too. ish

either that...or i get a new 2.1 speaker system...offset. i pay about 200 more on top of it la...nm...see how it goes.

im probably too nice already.

note to self..speak english and dont give fuck about manners. the only reason why i'll speak hokkien is so i dont bloody end up cussing on the phone. apparently i need to redo my phone etiquette.

addicted to white stripes of late...listen to conquest and rag and bone.

hehehe

mid sem break is no diff from normal days to me...haih...must work hard...gah...

we can only be heroes just for one day no?

not playing or even auditioning for the part of mad man . couldnt be bothered. im an ass.
cut me hair shorter so the faux mohawk woulld look nicer. was told i looked like i just got out of jail/ns. wtf!?

go get gregorian - masters of chant...damn relaxing. anyone with enya or enigma? i want the entire discography. original cd quality (320kbps) preferable.

my taste in songs and music is odd.

ok..back to trying to become a macro economist...

its the return of the coffeeshop economist!!!!

then time to figure the assignment. toots.

bb.