so how now wei?

so how now? im not going to mope. im not going to get stuck her elike this. im gona mve along move along...

motto number
1: find a new purpose
2. be spontaneous
3. find fun in everything.
4. be easily excited.
5. dont fucking give up

so...what shall i do this year?
rainforest.
hash running
random dating
lose 10 kilos? will see to that..get fit more like it
try not to pick up some unhealthy habits...somehow beginning to doubt i can put down what i pick up.
pass the cpa papers
to have more confidence in myself.
make new frens
befriend the colleagues. who knows...mite do me some good.
befriend the bosses. thats even better. one up!!!

shall do a mid year review to see my progress.


and oh...
i have a feeling...the winds of change are coming...


and im not asking for an angel...but it would be nice if you could let me have one close to tht...in the most human form possible. and i want a female angel..human. a male would be rather intimidating...lol. gotta wanna be like them.


im feeling greatness this year. if the tarot cards can be trustted. lol. why wait when u can speed things up? why bother to let it slowly take its course? tehn again..i dont rteally believe that we cannot create destiny. i belive we are predestined to a certain point...but we can move along move along...and alter it...after all...we are human. and we are first and foremost...MEN! lolz. ok..enuf rmbling and cock talk. time for bed.

cant sleep yet. screw it...gonna try. niteys

this my friends is a fucking joke.

oh yes. a fucking joke indeed.
oh hi all...in case u didnt already know...hanging out is perfectly fine. and its not like im seriously dating anyone...i just go out wif differnet people. i find it funny. how narrow minded people can get.

this is how i look at it
wei: oh hai. im weit
random chicj at office: oh hi. ur wei isit? oh...how are u? i heard aout u. i was told ur married.
wei: how random can this conversation get? im married? wow. i didnt even know that.
random chick: really? u mean ur not married? but but...they said ur married.
wei: oh yes. im married. to you .
random girl; lolz. are u like hitting on me?
wei: no. im not. im like going to hit u wif my rod. how would u like to have lunch? dont worry. myt "wife and mistresses" wouldnt mind. infact they welcome you to my harem.
random chick: oh...so ur really not married
wei: if i was..would u tink i wanan hit on an ugly hoe like you? dumb bitch??
random chick: oh. im sorry *runs and cries?*


another one....

wei: hi. im weii. you are?
random chick 2: hi, im eva.
wei: well eva, how's the firm treating you?
eva: fine...btw, u dont happen to be the wei do you?
wei: im sorry, i must have gotten lost somewhere. what is the wei?
eva: you know, the peop[le in the office say to stay aware of u. ur some kinda playboy. i don wanna be played.
wei: ahhh...well...im sorry. you must be mistaken. i dont play wif girls. they';re boring. i only do rich old widowed women in their mid 80's. they are better in so many ways. besides...i don like lil kids..anyone same age as me is too young. i only date older women.
eva: oh? unh...i gtg
wei: *tinks..wtf os wrong with this office and rumour mills?

lol. apparantly the tabloids are having field days.

to clear things off la.
1. im not dating anyone.
2. im still single.
3. i am not into any serious relationships. im sorry. you have to convince me that you are worth the fight.
4. i am straight. so please...do not match me wif a guy. i dont wanna get ass poked. tho i wouldnt mind poking butts.
5. i believe that theres a distinction between hanging out and dating. tho..both can be interrelated. hangin out is more casual and im not so much up for the idea of serious relationships
6. i will not give a damn anymore. i will tell my principles to fuck off and i will have you as my woman within this year. you shall be mine. i shall...in fact...brand your cute tush..and maybe tattoo my name on ur back...
7. i find tattooed chicks hot. if they smoke...or do anythign else...i can forgive them,..as long as they have a damn sexy lovely tattoo...im kinda a sucker for the tattooed innocent girl look. so....if you're an innocent girl...and you wanna get my attention..flaunt ur tattoo...and oh...btw, make sure its some funky tattoo..or else i wont give a rat;s ass

okla...
i tin somehow im a lil tipsy and a lil pissed and overall amused at this whole joke that i was told. so tatta. adious muchachos!

oh hi..im seeing someone....but we;re no dating...
and they

cny!!!

its the 5th day of cny liaw. money money money. red red red. lions tigers...dragons...oxen jade gold platinum.
u get what i mean.

work work work
i have almost hit a full 3 monhts.

any interesting stuff? ummm...derno la...
any cute chicks...unh...what i tink is cute may not be cute to u...so yea...i derno...im there to work. not find a life partner. or a partner of any sorts.

life in general? good i tink. kinda.

new year resolutions? one. not to make any resolutions and be spontaneous.
gona try some things i never would do normally. but im not too sure. all i need is that boost of confidence.

and so it is ...

apparantly i talk alot of crap when im high. ranging from drunk dialing to talking about how hot the guy/gal is at the other table and how badly i wanna shag them. kinda uintersting. apparantly bisexuality is frowned upon. but then again im actually straight and would talk random crap.

if you work hard. u deserve to play hard. yea. whatever happens outside office hours stays outside. work is work. play is play. if you see me playing. dont ask.ust know this. i cannot afford to get stressed. if i get stressed. i will jusst give up. well...kinda..so i cannot get too stressed. a bit is fine. so if you see me playing...yea...im doing it for the kicks.

dont tell me its unprofessional. how exactly is professional exactly that?
i dont say which company im from.i odnt say what my actual job is. i dont say what i do for a living or give my actual name or my main mobile number.

oh..i found a better prepaid number...considering to switch or not. haih...sien...thats wad happens when i do things for fun. dont think. just do. have fun while ur at it.

thinking too much is bad.

im caught in between wanting to go for it...or to juz lay back...be normal for a bit.

i donno if im actually ready to try it.


looking back at the past 22 years.

1. i tried clubbing/pubbing...didnt work. i find it stupid.
2. i tried puffing. apparantly...im wasting money. and doing it halfhheartedly. so screw that. i am not interested. taste horrid. isnt cool.
3. i tried some other activities. not so great stuff. kinda gets old.
4. tried working. still trying.
5. tried to be more spontaneous. not reli working.
6. tried the idea of hanging out. is great fun. kinda enjoy it.
7. tried beng myself. question is...who am i really? or am i just a great pretender?


resolutions for this year? basically the same. i tink of it as more of goals rather than resolutions...later will feel great failure if i don hit any

i'll prolly tok more crap.
try to be less loso.
be a teetletoller. however u spell it.
lose a bit of weight. start to exerciae
start a expenses journal.
eat less. kinda crazy but may just work.
work harder. travel. that inclides work related ok...
\\kk..fuckign sleepin now,
nits

im officially...almost hitting quarter life.

if i live to 100 that is. lolz.

i just turn 23. and i spent my last moments being 22...in the office. working. fauck. deliberately misspelt as i have to cut my swearing as its being very "unprofessional"

damn..that time could have been spent wif others...this rocks. on my birthday..i gotta work extr time coz of some stipid probs..then again...its my prob for not handl;ing it earlier. gah....


whyyyyyyyy???

i did what i promised to do 2 years ago. called you. i just did. for those short seconds...i hope ur happy.


like i said..its the beginning of all new adventures. so..i must try. never try. never know.

im told...we are very curious creatures...i agree...to the point that it srikes me...why am i not that curious? maybe i should try. lolz.

23 coming soon

in like 3...ok..less den 3 days.

2 pressies received. hrmm...lolz

will foto the pressies in a bit. if i have time or remember.

crap 23...thats like...7 more to 30. den i'm gona b hopefully super buff...have 15 mind blowingly hot young horny chickas...on each side. so that makes it 30 on 1. SUPER GANG BANG!

lolz.

ok..thats not one of my life goals.

effectivly means that i'm still not a vegetarian of any sort. effectively means im still a fat ass. but no worries. im still straight. sober. and don't do explicitly randoms. lol. lest i get so fucking drunk that i may even have arguments with the chair over who is a better drinker and better friend.

so effectivly 23 years of life. so what kinds of insanity and random acts have i endured? i dono...mebe a lil docile compared to others.

lets do a list sometime later. now i gota go shower. so i feel good. and sexy. thats most important. one must always feel sexy.

oh...as part of the random acts of randomess programme for the year...i got myself a retro number. digi apparantly has 010. damn...bot one out coz i tot it was retro. imagine like 10 years back..ok..maybe 15 our partents use mobikom or the atur lines...010 011 and wad not. so its like a blast from the past. and no...i didnt get a pretty number. i just wanted a 010 and a 93 or somethign lidat at the back.

lol.


tata my pretties.

and damn...funky hair girl...lol.

131: of kayus, mud and turining into a human lobster

yesterday. lovely day. i learnt something new. old shoes are no match for deep mud. and fresh mud i must add. then again. i said old shoes. go figure. i feel so sexy in the mud...fark...

apparntly forgetting to bring ur cap/topi/wadevertheheckuwannacallthethingyucoverurheadwith is a stupid thing when u go into an open yard. i repeat. stupid. and a long sleeve shirt helps protect ur skin against the harsh sun. obviously im a bit on the forgetful side]

bleh...
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