cny!!!

its the 5th day of cny liaw. money money money. red red red. lions tigers...dragons...oxen jade gold platinum.
u get what i mean.

work work work
i have almost hit a full 3 monhts.

any interesting stuff? ummm...derno la...
any cute chicks...unh...what i tink is cute may not be cute to u...so yea...i derno...im there to work. not find a life partner. or a partner of any sorts.

life in general? good i tink. kinda.

new year resolutions? one. not to make any resolutions and be spontaneous.
gona try some things i never would do normally. but im not too sure. all i need is that boost of confidence.

and so it is ...

apparantly i talk alot of crap when im high. ranging from drunk dialing to talking about how hot the guy/gal is at the other table and how badly i wanna shag them. kinda uintersting. apparantly bisexuality is frowned upon. but then again im actually straight and would talk random crap.

if you work hard. u deserve to play hard. yea. whatever happens outside office hours stays outside. work is work. play is play. if you see me playing. dont ask.ust know this. i cannot afford to get stressed. if i get stressed. i will jusst give up. well...kinda..so i cannot get too stressed. a bit is fine. so if you see me playing...yea...im doing it for the kicks.

dont tell me its unprofessional. how exactly is professional exactly that?
i dont say which company im from.i odnt say what my actual job is. i dont say what i do for a living or give my actual name or my main mobile number.

oh..i found a better prepaid number...considering to switch or not. haih...sien...thats wad happens when i do things for fun. dont think. just do. have fun while ur at it.

thinking too much is bad.

im caught in between wanting to go for it...or to juz lay back...be normal for a bit.

i donno if im actually ready to try it.


looking back at the past 22 years.

1. i tried clubbing/pubbing...didnt work. i find it stupid.
2. i tried puffing. apparantly...im wasting money. and doing it halfhheartedly. so screw that. i am not interested. taste horrid. isnt cool.
3. i tried some other activities. not so great stuff. kinda gets old.
4. tried working. still trying.
5. tried to be more spontaneous. not reli working.
6. tried the idea of hanging out. is great fun. kinda enjoy it.
7. tried beng myself. question is...who am i really? or am i just a great pretender?


resolutions for this year? basically the same. i tink of it as more of goals rather than resolutions...later will feel great failure if i don hit any

i'll prolly tok more crap.
try to be less loso.
be a teetletoller. however u spell it.
lose a bit of weight. start to exerciae
start a expenses journal.
eat less. kinda crazy but may just work.
work harder. travel. that inclides work related ok...
\\kk..fuckign sleepin now,
nits

im officially...almost hitting quarter life.

if i live to 100 that is. lolz.

i just turn 23. and i spent my last moments being 22...in the office. working. fauck. deliberately misspelt as i have to cut my swearing as its being very "unprofessional"

damn..that time could have been spent wif others...this rocks. on my birthday..i gotta work extr time coz of some stipid probs..then again...its my prob for not handl;ing it earlier. gah....


whyyyyyyyy???

i did what i promised to do 2 years ago. called you. i just did. for those short seconds...i hope ur happy.


like i said..its the beginning of all new adventures. so..i must try. never try. never know.

im told...we are very curious creatures...i agree...to the point that it srikes me...why am i not that curious? maybe i should try. lolz.

23 coming soon

in like 3...ok..less den 3 days.

2 pressies received. hrmm...lolz

will foto the pressies in a bit. if i have time or remember.

crap 23...thats like...7 more to 30. den i'm gona b hopefully super buff...have 15 mind blowingly hot young horny chickas...on each side. so that makes it 30 on 1. SUPER GANG BANG!

lolz.

ok..thats not one of my life goals.

effectivly means that i'm still not a vegetarian of any sort. effectively means im still a fat ass. but no worries. im still straight. sober. and don't do explicitly randoms. lol. lest i get so fucking drunk that i may even have arguments with the chair over who is a better drinker and better friend.

so effectivly 23 years of life. so what kinds of insanity and random acts have i endured? i dono...mebe a lil docile compared to others.

lets do a list sometime later. now i gota go shower. so i feel good. and sexy. thats most important. one must always feel sexy.

oh...as part of the random acts of randomess programme for the year...i got myself a retro number. digi apparantly has 010. damn...bot one out coz i tot it was retro. imagine like 10 years back..ok..maybe 15 our partents use mobikom or the atur lines...010 011 and wad not. so its like a blast from the past. and no...i didnt get a pretty number. i just wanted a 010 and a 93 or somethign lidat at the back.

lol.


tata my pretties.

and damn...funky hair girl...lol.

131: of kayus, mud and turining into a human lobster

yesterday. lovely day. i learnt something new. old shoes are no match for deep mud. and fresh mud i must add. then again. i said old shoes. go figure. i feel so sexy in the mud...fark...

apparntly forgetting to bring ur cap/topi/wadevertheheckuwannacallthethingyucoverurheadwith is a stupid thing when u go into an open yard. i repeat. stupid. and a long sleeve shirt helps protect ur skin against the harsh sun. obviously im a bit on the forgetful side]

bleh...
bb

130: merry new year!

its 130. this blog has been up for i tink 2 years now. random updates and all. have i changed? reading my older post...i tink i have. my jokes are now just lame. i feel like im a broken record. so i'll say this...screw it all.

its the new year. new resolutions. lols. only have 1 that i can think of. lose it. just go wild. partylike a rockstar when i can. work like a slave when im not partying. and no..doesnt nessecarily mean clubbing or drinking or wad not...can just go wild in oh so many different ways.

how's a weekly drive to some scenic view like? this year calls out for mrore practise. more adventures (misadventures maybe).

didnt do muhc during eve. i guess i have only proven onething to myself again...i seem to connect better wif older ones. strange. maybe coz i kill stan and pull terry the polite up?
but then terry isnt as nice as wei. wei is like the most outgoing, controlled. and composed. until wei gets drunk and stan takes over wif his brashness and all.

im going to have to go. too many resolutions to tink of. i just scratched one. lol. i hope it works la

how random can one be? rather i guess. absolutely random? for me..nto so. i need control . being too random means not giving a shit at all...basically saying yes to everything.

the evils of last year...i hope will not be carried over. must stop connecting beer and blue/red/green packs. find a newer addiction....work...ocawfee...eait..i already am addicted to cawfee...unh...start eating healthier
u noe wad...im supposed to turn octo-lacto vegetarian this year...looks like i gotta push it back.


must start saving. bali 2011. i hope. then save up for euro trip or aussie. derno la. i still havent thought of the med yet. but sounds good.

toodles...