so how now wei?

so how now? im not going to mope. im not going to get stuck her elike this. im gona mve along move along...

motto number
1: find a new purpose
2. be spontaneous
3. find fun in everything.
4. be easily excited.
5. dont fucking give up

so...what shall i do this year?
rainforest.
hash running
random dating
lose 10 kilos? will see to that..get fit more like it
try not to pick up some unhealthy habits...somehow beginning to doubt i can put down what i pick up.
pass the cpa papers
to have more confidence in myself.
make new frens
befriend the colleagues. who knows...mite do me some good.
befriend the bosses. thats even better. one up!!!

shall do a mid year review to see my progress.


and oh...
i have a feeling...the winds of change are coming...


and im not asking for an angel...but it would be nice if you could let me have one close to tht...in the most human form possible. and i want a female angel..human. a male would be rather intimidating...lol. gotta wanna be like them.


im feeling greatness this year. if the tarot cards can be trustted. lol. why wait when u can speed things up? why bother to let it slowly take its course? tehn again..i dont rteally believe that we cannot create destiny. i belive we are predestined to a certain point...but we can move along move along...and alter it...after all...we are human. and we are first and foremost...MEN! lolz. ok..enuf rmbling and cock talk. time for bed.

cant sleep yet. screw it...gonna try. niteys