i may forgive you but i will not forget it.

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dont you hate it when you get blamed for no reason? have your name suddenly called out when you did nothing? been ignored when you try to make a suggestion? get left out?

not a very good day today...


suddenly im beginning to rethink all me so called friendship with alot of people.

i know i know...this is not supposed to be a personal blog, its meant to be anything but personal.

but today is different. im feeling fucking sick of all them. fuck it. i think i should no longer speak to any of them after im done with this semester. yea..fall out. tats a great idea. dont bother to mix with them. their loss.

first thing...they do it again. leave without me...im waiting for tehm and they leave without waiting for me...expect me to call them..wtf? fine..nm....i can go with others...

next...i meet up at school..and for no reason talk crap about me? who the fuck do you think you are? im calm...ill ignore you. in fact i dont intend to let this go. i have a tendency...no...its actually a bad habit...(cue michael tolcher - bad habits)

ill remember this.

then going to class...i go in later...still early...but i seek a hiden spot. where i can see the lec but not them. the tat fucker calls out my name for no bloody reason...asking where am i...seriously...you saw me walking to the back. why the fuck as so much? dumb ass! then...lecture goes on. im sitting at the back quietly trying to absorb. the people around me are getting noisier...so the lecturer turns around and hints to them to quieten down. then again that fucker calls my name. i mean seriously, im the quiet one...they are the ones talking and not paying attention them selves and accuse me. nm...ill brew over it.

break time. one of those asses comes and ask me if im pissed, i decide to ignore and fake a nap...i see the rest walking to the lec...ive no sodding idea why. and i couldnt be bothered. afterall...they didnt tell me anything in the first place.

mic asks to interview me...it goes past break...im sitting there still continuing the interview...and i also wanna look at her..not mic...the other one...heheh

fine lo...interview continues to class end...but class ends earlier. they call me..but i ignore...i mean..seriously..walk to me and tell me...personally...

dont expect me to be superman and know you want to talk to me. and you go off to someplace and dont inform me of wad you want to discuss. knn

fine...so i temporarily halt the interview and go down to serach..figured they'll b in the lobby...yea..i have no sodding idea what they are talking about. so bleh.

then they say they wanna go do wad shit. donno...i say i gtg at 330. then i say continue at lib so i can finish my interview. fine lo..let them enjoy waiting while i finish it off.

bleh..ive had enough...im losing it...

fuck them all...

ill do this one job then ill leave the building.